But unable to communicate it to others
Struggling to find joy
Reaching out for support
Only to be let down by those closest
Leading me ultimately to take my leave
Knowing it wasn’t right, yet feeling compelled
It boiled down to a choice – them or myself
Opting not to reveal the reasons behind my departure
Hearing “Talk to me, I’m here for you” from loved ones
Disbelieving their words then
Now in hindsight relieved at having left
Burdened with loneliness and sorrow
My pain overflowing onto them
I had no option but escape
Regretful for how I treated them
Yet they exasperated me so
Fed up with people altogether
Questioning the cause of these sentiments
Seeking opinions from others
Finding nothing that matched what I desired
Moving forward though haunted daily
Witnessing their bonding and growth
Contemplating if staying would have altered things
Ultimately content with parting ways
Accepting responsibility
Gladness over their unity
Apologizing for inflicting agony
Prioritizing myself as prompted
Relieved of guilt concerning past actions
Embracing this new phase free of blame
A fresh season beckons forth
After all- I’m not to be blamed
Mental well-being plays a pivotal role in shaping one’s emotional state throughout the week. The above verse reflects my contemplation and cognitive processes. I am optimistic that it may aid others in gaining insight into their emotions, reassuring them that they are not alone. Perhaps this poem has the potential to enhance understanding of mental processes and coping mechanisms employed by individuals. Some may outwardly exude happiness while internally struggling, some may exhibit physical manifestations of their emotional turmoil, or withdraw from social interactions altogether. Whether you know the person or not, it never hurts to ask them how they are holding up. It would brighten them up a lot more than you think.
